i have never gotten the “just choose your reality” program.

i could do the choosing my reaction to something that had happened bit but not the proactive choosing bit.

well last night during my sleep time i made a start. it was like i was in a shop with gowns.

and i was in the fitting room wearing a “just choose it” gown.

i remember chuckling thinking you don’t yet own it but at least you’re wearing it

even if you’re still in the fitting room.

after that scene i fell into regular sleep

and when i woke from that i took a long time to connect with my eternal self.

then i thought to revisit the fitting room and instantly i was there.

i considered i was visiting the akashic records.

then thought is that what we do when we have dreams that recur frequently

moving one step forward when we revisit months or years later.

is that like the future is the past healed.

or parallel lives which are improved.