Monthly Archives: January 2018

i accessed an emotion / feeling that i have identified as self-loathing. it was the most vile thing i have ever encountered. during that time i recalled a conversation i had had with my non-physical friend tobias. He & i … Continue reading →

i felt a jolt when i read this comment .. “Even some of my own dark experiences that have shaped my life have turned out to be false memories implanted to keep me busy healing trauma within myself and not … Continue reading →

i had a far out 🙂 thought this morning. for years it was not unusual for me to see a vision behind my closed eyelids. this vision was of a kind of milky way with a dark background and dots or … Continue reading →