grounding an “old skill”

a few days ago in a constellations session i participated in, the facilitator had us “read” each other. i surprised myself by doing quite well with 2 of the 5 others. for 1 i saw a past life as a viking explorer not a warrior but an explorer. The woman said how when she had lived in norway she felt she understood the language instantly. for the other who had asked about her upcoming year i saw her on stage speaking. turns out she has a coach lined up for the whole year to help her with stage presentations using voice & movement i didn’t get anything for the others who were not visible and i seem to need to see their face to make a connection with them.

when i first started describing what i got from the first woman, the facilitator asked if i wanted to stand up as i told what i was seeing. i said no i don’t want to 🙂 then it was like i had a surge of determination or inspiration and said yes i will stand. and standing made me feel “stronger”. perhaps i was grounding an “old skill”. our intention for the exercise was to bring forward any gifts from our ancestors, past lives etc.

The next day for perhaps an hour or 2 i felt intense fear/anxiety. the following day an hour or 2 of intense anger. I’m wondering if the intense feelings were related to me having claimed past “reading” abilities.

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the significance of double numbers (11:11 and 12:12)

What is the significance of the double numbers (11:11 and 12:12) that I seem to see frequently on the clock and that I feel I respond to?

They are reminders for you

Reminders of what?

Reminders that you are connected to us. That we are here for you. That we have messages for you.

Can you tell me what the messages are?

That we love you. That we want what is best for you. That we are offering you encouragement.

Also to remind you to listen for the Messages.

And to ask for the messages.

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Can empaths lack empathy

if as empaths we absorb the energy of those around us.

then what happens if our formative years

are spent in an environment that lacks empathy.

Does our brain and nervous system then become wired to be empathy-avoidant

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I had offended a friend

I had offended a friend.

As we began discussing the situation, I initially tried explaining why I had done what I did (I was in the “wrong” in this particular instance).

Then apparently, once we had established that I would accept responsibility for one wrong, my friend started on a Laundry List of grievances that she had about me.

I defended myself against 2 or 3 more accusations until I had the sense that my friend would not be satisfied until I was on my knees groveling for our friendship.

Suddenly it was like something turned over in my brain and I heard myself saying “You know, if I thought I was as terrible as you seem to think I am, I wouldn’t have anything to do with me.”

These words surprised me as much as they did my friend.

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messages re $s

i need to start paying more attention to messages re $s.

about a week ago i was standing at the checkout at the grocery store and while my mind was elsewhere i guess my eyes were on the lottery tickets on the counter. my mind registered only when the cashier said something to me about one lottery ticket in particular. i can’t even remember what her comment was because i was kinda thinking what a strange thing to say because it felt rather personal. as tho there was something personal about that ticket for me. and did i buy the ticket. no i let myself continue to be intrigued by the “strangeness” of her comment.

then today i pulled up to the gas pump and immediately at the corner of my windshield was a sandwich board saying “$1000 a week for life”. i was intrigued so i looked closer. and saw it was lotto 6/49 for $9 million. i thought oh 9 is completion. and my next thought was but i wouldn’t know what to do with $9 million.

duh !!!!

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Now the time is upon us

The Finish Line is in sight, I am tired, I want to rest, to be comforted, and to be supported.

All of you, now that you can see the Finish Line, want to cross that line and bask in the glory. That will come. There’s just a bit more work to be done before the basking. It’s actually harder now that the Finish Line is in sight. Do not go backwards. 

Remember that you are never alone, that you are loved, and that you will be cared for.

Is cared for the same as provided for?

You will provide for yourself with our assistance.

And who are you who will be assisting me?

We are your Angelic Team, those who have known you in other lifetimes and in other Realities. We come here now to assist you as you take this very important next step, important both in your own development and in the development of Humanity. We Thank You for your Agreement to take this step and for the courage that you show by doing so.

We have All of Us awaited and hoped for this next step for eons of time. And we are grateful and excited that it has now arrived. It is like a Birth. The gestation period has been long and at times arduous. At times we wondered if Indeed there would ever Be Completion and Fruition.

Now the time is upon us.

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double numbers like 11:11 and 12:12

What is the significance of the double numbers (11:11 and 12:12) that I seem to see frequently on the clock and that I feel I respond to?

They are reminders for you

Reminders of what?

Reminders that you are connected to us. That we are here for you. That we have messages for you.

Can you tell me what the messages are?

That we love you. That we want what is best for you. That we are offering you encouragement.

Also to remind you to listen for the Messages.

And to ask for the messages.

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