i’ve been thinking about this whole “i’m doing it for humanity, for the collective” thing.
and i’m beginning to think that while my releasing, integrating etc benefits humanity / the collective
ultimately i can only release and integrate my own crap.
possibly crap from my ancestors, dna etc but not “for” anyone else.
i’m thinking that has been one of the pitfalls of patriarchy.
thinking we know better or *are* better than another.
last year I met a woman who i viewed almost with disdain.
but i came to see that she embodies attributes that i have denied having
and she also has strengths that i don’t have.
i’ve dropped a lot of arrogance since i met her.