Category Archives: spiritual

for me, forgiviness started out with me blaming an ex-partner for his treatment of me. that lasted until i saw the ways in which behavior of mine had also contributed to the downfall of our relationship. next i explored my … Continue reading →

yesterday morning i made a phone call that was hard for me to make.all day an emotional program ran in the background of my mind mostly unnoticeably tho sometimes it felt like i was sad or i was grieving in … Continue reading →

i woke thinking about being “in the in-between state” and remembering a few years ago also being “in the in-between state” which may have been my first time there or at least the first time i was aware of being … Continue reading →

when i want to do something but can’t bring myself to do it, i consciously sit and allow my 2 “sides” to have a conversation. my “i want” side and my “i don’t want” side. eventually the 2 sides come … Continue reading →

I had rather forgotten about the whole issue of a possible talk with the VP as my son was visiting and we were doing family stuff. My son left one morning and that evening I remembered the work thing and … Continue reading →

yesterday morning i felt a huge release of my female lineage’s condemnation of various male family members who excessively favored “sex, alcohol and aggression”. as the day went on i found myself moving into compassion for the male members, several of … Continue reading →

I am tired, I want to rest, to be comforted, and to be supported. All of you, now that you can see the Finish Line, want to cross that line and bask in the glory. That will come. There’s just … Continue reading →

Originally posted on oh-we-should-have-told-you:
one of the “non-physical guys i chat with” dropped by the other morning he began by reminding me of how previously he had spoken about how we each have male energy & female energy. and that…

a couple of days ago i was witnessing an intense discussion when one of the participants pulled out what i felt to be “the victim card” at which point i stopped witnessing and scrolled on (the discussion was on fb). … Continue reading →

my day started off with lots of anger releasing from my system and me eating everything in sight. i did some “beditating” and integrated one very pissed off rageful aspect. last night i was feeling into patriarchy and remembered “as … Continue reading →