Category Archives: spiritual

lately i’ve been thinking about testimonials on manifestation sites. testimonials that proclaim things like … after 20 years i finally found the perfect relationship, perfect job, perfect health, perfect life. and not infrequently these testimonials go on to lament previous … Continue reading →

in my sleep i met up with my part, that convinces me that i don’t deserve what i want. she was like a tree branch stuck in the riverbank. a bit ugly but not overly frightening. she told me i … Continue reading →

I don’t usually do well with “guided” exercises, but during a workshop exercise whose purpose was to help us experience how we had each been both abused and abuser, I dropped into my gut so quickly I could hardly believe … Continue reading →

memory from (june 2, 2013) soon it will be 48 hours since i arrived at my “summer place” …. a few notes re that experience ….. I had a beautiful trip here. (tho no dolphins during the ferry ride this … Continue reading →

i woke thinking about how some people in the spiritual community have been replacing the term higher self with highest self in my opinion, these terms imply 2 different meanings higher self is a part of us, part of our … Continue reading →

I learned that the investment in which I had placed theproceeds from the sale of my home, had failed and that Itherefore, basically had no money.What am I to do about supporting myself financially?Focus on remembering your dreams, while also … Continue reading →

I live in an apartment building where the laundry room hastwo washers and two dryers. I had gone down to do a load oflaundry. When I opened the laundry room door I saw severalpiles of clothes on the tables beside … Continue reading →

i’ve always been afraid of grief, afraid that if i let myself cry, i wouldn’t be able to stop crying. i dredged up a memory of being 3 years old and witnessing my parents dealing with the situation, where a … Continue reading →