Monthly Archives: August 2026

each time i went to make the appointment i got a “no”

i had learned of an item that i wanted to buy was “on sale” only “problem” was . that buying this item would require a car trip to the mainland which was complicated by the fact, that my car needed … Continue reading

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my son was using my car to get to work

journal excerpt from 2016 (background) Early in 2016, my son returned from 13 years in asia, in a state of total distress. His job was finished, as was his marriage and he was devastated. For a couple of months he … Continue reading

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testimonials

lately i’ve been thinking about testimonials on manifestation sites. testimonials that proclaim things like … after 20 years i finally found the perfect relationship, perfect job, perfect health, perfect life. and not infrequently these testimonials go on to lament previous … Continue reading

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you don’t deserve

in my sleep i met up with my part, that convinces me that i don’t deserve what i want. she was like a tree branch stuck in the riverbank. a bit ugly but not overly frightening. she told me i … Continue reading

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