Category Archives: spiritual

My soul & I due to an incident in my childhood I had developed a fear that me choosing what I want has the potential to interfere with having my survival needs met. I had come to label this fear as … Continue reading →

I’ve experienced some weird animal behavior over the past 24 hrs. a new neighbor dog was coming around last year and stealing my smoking cushions. i haven’t seen him for months, maybe even a year, till yesterday afternoon when he … Continue reading →

earlier i was chatting with a “non-physical entity” called tobias who claims he is tobias of the story of tobit which is contained in some editions of the bible. i was introduced to tobias thru monthly channels of a spiritual … Continue reading →

Oh how many hours have I cried Without really knowing the reason why With head held low Over arms that were bent I cried and cried until I was spent I cried for you and I cried for me Mostly … Continue reading →

i accessed an emotion / feeling that i have identified as self-loathing. it was the most vile thing i have ever encountered. during that time i recalled a conversation i had had with my non-physical friend tobias. He & i … Continue reading →

i felt a jolt when i read this comment .. “Even some of my own dark experiences that have shaped my life have turned out to be false memories implanted to keep me busy healing trauma within myself and not … Continue reading →

i had a far out 🙂 thought this morning. for years it was not unusual for me to see a vision behind my closed eyelids. this vision was of a kind of milky way with a dark background and dots or … Continue reading →

recently i accepted an offer of a free 15 minute consultation from a trauma coach. as i was answering the coach’s list of prescribed questions for her to determine whether or not i would be a suitable client for her … Continue reading →

i was reading an article about how once you begin to shift your mindset your entire experience with money begins to change. You start to feel freer in every way, and as physical and emotional barriers dissolve, suddenly new avenues … Continue reading →

i’ve been experiencing memories of past “shameful” behavior on my part. memories that i have previously suppressed that now are coming into my awareness.  it has been quite painful to remember some of the behaviors. but remembering i am. no … Continue reading →