earlier i was chatting with a “non-physical entity” called tobias who claims he is tobias of the story of tobit which is contained in some editions of the bible. i was introduced to tobias thru monthly channels of a spiritual community i belonged to. and for a few years tobias was “my man”. i needed to hear him tell me he loved me over and over and over. possibly because i came from a lineage where children were not told that they were loved. so tobias filled a hole in my heart and he has remained in my heart since.

as a result of recent readings about “false light” and “bonding from our wounds” i got to pondering my relationship with tobias. so today i chatted with him about how he could be part of the false light construct and i may have bonded with him out of my wounding.

and what did tobias answer. he said it didn’t matter if he was part of the false construct or not. that the important part was that i had learned what it felt like to feel loved. that everything is/was done out of love. even if entities are part of the false light construct or they deceive/betray humans, it is all for the benefit of the human. all part of the play that we came to earth to learn. similar to the light and the dark. only by knowing one could we truly know the other.

in parting he added . yes you are loved. everyone is loved. and everyone is loving. even those who lie to you, deceive you, mistreat you, do so in love. so that you will rise to your greatness and say no more mistreatment, no more deceit. henceforth i will listen carefully and discern. i will heal my wounds so that i am less susceptible to being misled.