In the bath I had the realization that things that are meant for me are and have been looking for me.
I cried a little thinking but if they’ve been looking for me why have I felt so alone?
Why didn’t I know that they were looking for me?
I heard it was a timing thing.
Then I explored how do I feel now that I know that these things are looking for me just as I have been looking for them?
I felt maybe more sadness than relief, even though I know that if I’m looking for them and they’re looking for me, it is inevitable that we find each other.