In the bath I had the realization
that things that are meant for me .are .and have been looking for me.
I cried a little thinking
but if they’ve been looking for me why have I felt so alone?
Why didn’t I know that they were looking for me?
I heard it was a timing thing.
Then I explored
how do I feel now that I know that these things are looking for me
just as I have been looking for them?
I felt maybe more sadness than relief
even though I know
that if I’m looking for them
and they’re looking for me
it is inevitable that we find each other.