Category Archives: spiritual

yesterday i traveled back in time to feeling my first “punch in the gut” when i learned there was no santa claus who i had equated with magic. and i realised i would be limited by what my young farm … Continue reading →

i live on an island where the main challenge to having a flower garden is negotiating with the deer who seem to think flowers are planted to supplement their diet. A couple of years ago after 3 years of participating … Continue reading →

this morning i woke feeling “dry” different than having a dry mouth or feeling dehydrated. more like sand or chalk especially my brain and 3rd eye. like my body fluids were low or had been drained. took several minutes of … Continue reading →

behind closed eyelids i saw a black & blue explosion a vision that i have viewed many times before tho not recently. it felt like i was seeing only with my left eye. i decided to confirm this left eye … Continue reading →

as i see it, embodied enlightenment is about both ascension and descension. the physical ascends and the non-physical descends. and when the non-physical descends it pushes out all of our cellular memories thus cluttering our mind, body & emotions. the … Continue reading →

i have had a variety of experiences re money & flow. once even going to the grocery store and thinking omg prices have taken a jump. but when i breathed and continued to shop i found that many of my … Continue reading →

contemplating yet another move, i got a message to “stay put”. which i ignored cos it didn’t suit my mind’s plans. but stay put i did. cos none of my attempts to move worked out. now several months later i … Continue reading →

i was doing some “beditating” when i touched upon a memory/feeling that was not pleasant to remember/feel. into my awareness floated that we need to “feel it to heal it” so i directed my focus to “feeling” the emotion /memory. … Continue reading →

i have never gotten the “just choose your reality” program. i could do the choosing my reaction to something that had happened bit but not the proactive choosing bit. well last night during my sleep time i made a start. … Continue reading →

i’ve been thinking about this whole “i’m doing it for humanity, for the collective” thing. and i’m beginning to think that while my releasing, integrating etc benefits humanity / the collective ultimately i can only release and integrate my own … Continue reading →