behind closed eyelids i saw a black & blue explosion
a vision that i have viewed many times before tho not recently.
it felt like i was seeing only with my left eye.
i decided to confirm this left eye only theory
and felt my left eyelid being gently + slowly pried open.
when my eye was open to a slit
it was like there were 2 images or versions of the same image.
one behind my eyelid
and one in front of my eyelid external to my body.
i even momentarily questioned if i had created the external version
or if it had escaped thru the slit.
then i opened my left eye
and the external version of the explosion morphed
into little wisps of only the blue.
the black was gone.
i felt the little wisps were alive.
they danced like the northern lights.
one at a time as i recall.
individual little orbs or waves.
i laid there watching them
marveling that i wasn’t afraid.
they stayed maybe a minute. perhaps allowing me to get used to them.
i sensed they were open to communication but i wasn’t quite ready.
chose to just lie there and get used to their presence.
later. maybe even a separate dream/vision
i felt myself being lifted on a platform or magic carpet by several of these blue beings.
i thought “going home” maybe even heard that telepathically from them.
at which point my practical mind kicked in
and i thought of the paperwork mess that my daughter would be left with if i left the planet now.
then i looked around to see if my son was there.
felt like i stopped or lowed liftoff with each practical thought / consideration
and the scene stopped.