Over the course of the past few years
i have become aware that i have a part
that has feared being homeless.
today i saw that that fear of being homeless
is really a fear of not being “welcomed home” by myself !
I’m still collecting the breadcrumbs
to make a story that i can integrate
but i sense a connection to
waking from a nap and feeling an energy of regret
and then feeling into a body pain
above my right pelvic bone
which said “i have sinned”.