My reading of Self Help and Personal Growth books evolved into me reading books about Spirituality. This led me to deeper thinking and also to some confusion about what appeared to be discrepancies.

On the one hand during my Practicum for the Group Home job, I had spent time at each of the three houses that the Agency operated.

I had then “decided on” the house I wanted and I had gotten a position at that house.

So weren’t these Spiritual books saying that meant I had been putting out my Intention and seeing it manifest?

So how come I wasn’t still at that job?

On the other hand, I remembered the time that I had looked at the yellow and green tile counter top in my kitchen and knew that it had to go.

Having neither a plan nor a budget, I just started the dismantling.

Then one of my Real Estate clients was moving from a house that had been bought by a developer and the client’s house was to be destroyed.

The updated kitchen cabinets from the client’s house had fitted into my kitchen like they had been custom made.