It began with an exercise
where we were to connect with the love that we felt for someone
Breathe In that love
and then send the love to the Grid
to be picked up by anyone inclined to do so.
I found that I had some resistance to this exercise.
later as I was falling off to sleep
I felt this huge rush of Love energy coming to and through my nostrils.
For a few moments I just basked in the luxury of receiving this energy.
Then I had the thought to receive it and then return it
may even have felt that I should return it
it felt like the energy came in
filtered through my heart
and then “I” sent it back out.
For a few minutes after I started this
the energy would build
and then it would stop or become uncomfortable
like there was a block somewhere.
I repeated a few times (1) just receiving and (2) receiving and returning.
Same results each time.
The receiving felt wonderful but once I “insisted” on also sending back
the flow and nice feeling stopped or felt uncomfortable.
It’s true that I have recently said
that my cells have a low vibe of receiving
which I choose to upgrade,
but I’m also wondering
if there’s something here about me / us moving away from consciously “sending” love
and simply “radiating” love.