It began with an exercise where we were to connect with the love that we felt for someone, Breathe In that love and then send the love to the Grid to be picked up by anyone inclined to do so.
I found that I had some resistance to this exercise.
Last night as I was falling off to sleep I felt this huge rush of Love energy coming to and through my nostrils.
For a few moments I just basked in the luxury of receiving this energy.
Then I had the thought to receive it and then return it (may even have felt that I should return it).
Doing so, it felt like the energy came in, filtered through my heart and then “I” sent it back out.
For a few minutes after I started this, the energy would build and then it would stop or become uncomfortable, like there was a block somewhere.
I repeated a few times (1) just receiving and (2) receiving and returning.
Same results each time. The receiving felt wonderful but once I “insisted” on also sending back, the flow and nice feeling stopped or felt uncomfortable.
It’s true that I have recently said that my cells have a low vibe of receiving which I choose to upgrade, but I’m also wondering if there’s something here about me / us moving away from consciously “sending” love and simply “radiating” love.