falling off to sleep i was feeling into the male-female relationship imbalance
when i heard my male/adam energy say “i feel i have lost you for ever”
and my female/isis energy say “am i not enough”.
Took a minute or 2 of deliberation on both parts
before they embraced and merged and i heard “inner marriage”.
which felt wonderful and i rode a wave of bliss for a few minutes.
even intensified the level of bliss.
and yet something was missing.
it felt like there was more.
extra levels to come.
i’m not yet clear on that part but wondered if it’s about being multi-dimensional
like if i/we need to achieve “inner marriage” on each of our multi-levels.
one of the first things to appear on my computer screen the next morning was an article by judith kusel “MYSTICAL MARRIAGE – THE ULTIMATE UNION” (union between the divine masculine and the divine feminine) which states “The Mystical Marriage was that which was given to those who were already in higher insight and understanding, that one could only truly experience true love in its ultimate forms, if one was prepared to go through the process of being reborn on multiple levels.”