Author Archives: sharon-clark-rowlands

I decided to rent the cabin. Once there, my newfound freedom from my previous responsibilities felt strange and somewhat confusing. No more alarm clock, no more job to show up to, very little housework just one linoleum floor that needed … Continue reading →

for the past couple of years i have been fortifying my “feeling abundant” by no longer watching/checking as my groceries are being rung up. i do whatever i feel like doing during that time and when the cashier announces the … Continue reading →

recently i’ve been engaged in several conversations about the idea of “speaking strongly on social media” and my today’s thinking is that it may serve for each of us to write without censoring ourselves. gawd knows we have been censored … Continue reading →

i have long felt that i carried great grief over a past bereavement that involved a romantic relationship possibly a young family “death”. i wasn’t sure if this was an ancestral grief or a past-life grief of mine. last evening … Continue reading →

i’ve been participating in a course designed to get us in touch with the wisdom of our ancestors. we have weekly zoom calls to share our experiences. here’s what i shared today. … during today’s call i told how i … Continue reading →

i’m coming to see that i have been mis-naming the emotion associated with lingering memories that continue to be emotionally charged for me. for example many years ago i became a single parent to 2 very young children. overnight my … Continue reading →

there’s a traffic lane outside our grocery store that i need to cross to get to the parking lot. today as i was about to enter the crosswalk in the traffic lane a car pulled up and stopped preventing me … Continue reading →

yesterday i was given the words “the shadow side of giving”. upon reflection i’m discovering some rather disturbing things in regards to why i find it easier to give than to receive. giving gives me a sense of security because … Continue reading →

previously I would become aware that I was waking from sleep and then allow my mind to snap me into reality by saying you’re awake, get on with your day. Now there seems to be quite a space of time … Continue reading →

While I had begun to realize that my days at my current job were numbered, I hadn’t reached a decision about when I might leave. Apparently Spirit had! My son and his Japanese fiancé were awaiting my daughter’s wedding in … Continue reading →