Author Archives: sharon-clark-rowlands
having the muffler checked during an oil change
in feb 2010, during my son’s visit from japan, we had made an appointment to have the muffler of my car checked during an oil change. my son drops me & the car off and walks to another errand. i … Continue reading
obsessive romantic relationships & over-mothering
during my sleep, i was asking or being asked, if i could see myself with a romantic partner. i felt a couple of my non-physical friends around, but they weren’t helping a lot. it was like a movie started in … Continue reading
my 2 grandmothers
in 2022 i did a zoom call on ancestors & rituals. we were to call on the maternal lineage for each of our parents. (i grew up with each of my grandmothers, but we didn’t ever talk about generations that … Continue reading
NO KEYS !!
i belong to a facebook group that asks “what was your small win this week” my small win this week is that i didn’t panic when i discovered my car keys missing while i was grocery shopping !!! before i … Continue reading
my version of the Hades And Persephone story
i took part in a guided visualisation where we were asked to look at what was holding ourself back from sharing our wisdom because of a fear of misleading others. i was shown a scene in which a young maiden … Continue reading
the best versions of every color and culture
i got a message which surprised me initially, then made perfect sense. the message was, that it isn’t about taking up a cause on behalf of another culture or race. that is a continuation of the thinking, that as a … Continue reading
forgiviness
for me, forgiviness started out with me blaming an ex-partner for his treatment of me. that lasted until i saw the ways in which behavior of mine had also contributed to the downfall of our relationship. next i explored my … Continue reading
“you never said you were proud of me”
yesterday morning i made a phone call that was hard for me to make.all day an emotional program ran in the background of my mind, mostly unnoticeably, tho sometimes it felt like i was sad or i was grieving in … Continue reading
being “in the in-between state”
i woke thinking about being “in the in-between state” and remembering a few years ago also being “in the in-between state” which may have been my first time there or at least the first time i was aware of being … Continue reading
working with my “parts”
when i want to do something but can’t bring myself to do it, i consciously sit and allow my 2 “sides” to have a conversation. my “i want” side and my “i don’t want” side. eventually the 2 sides come … Continue reading
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