Author Archives: sharon-clark-rowlands
my first memory of witnessing grief
i’ve always been afraid of grief, afraid that if i let myself cry, i wouldn’t be able to stop crying. i dredged up a memory of being 3 years old and witnessing my parents dealing with the situation, where a … Continue reading
what new neighbors taught me
about 6 years ago, i got a new neighbor whose thinking & behavior was so different than mine, that i viewed her with almost disdain. over the course of the next year i was surprised at how much arrogance i … Continue reading
my dec 21, 2012 experience
a friend and i drove to a small provincial park which borders the city where we live. while the view from the parking spot was lovely, we decided to hike the short (but steep) distance to the 360 degree lookout … Continue reading
X merged into me, behind my heart
(from my 1996 journal) I was in my bed in a one bedroom cabin, when I “heard” footsteps in the living room. I was more intrigued than frightened, focusing on how could someone be where I pictured this person, as … Continue reading
“infusion of light” vs “energetic download”
yesterday I felt that I received a huge “infusion of light” which felt different than previous “energetic downloads” tho I’m not sure I can describe the difference the “infusion of light” seemed to simply flow into my cells and I … Continue reading
my “i want” side and my “i don’t want” side
when i want to do something but can’t bring myself to do it, i consciously sit and allow my 2 “sides” to have a conversation. my “i want” side and my “i don’t want” side. eventually the 2 sides come … Continue reading
writing a book
(Quote) let’s say you think you’re writing a book about beauty and you find yourself writing about something ugly and you say “Well this isn’t right, this is not what I’m supposed to be writing. I have to stop this.” … Continue reading
“let’s not go there” aspect
I connected with an aspect who said “I want to be of service”I thought, oh wow that’s interesting.time to think of more than myself, maybe.but as a couple of days passed, I realised this was an aspect that had been … Continue reading
having the muffler checked during an oil change
in feb 2010, during my son’s visit from japan, we had made an appointment to have the muffler of my car checked during an oil change. my son drops me & the car off and walks to another errand. i … Continue reading
obsessive romantic relationships & over-mothering
during my sleep, i was asking or being asked, if i could see myself with a romantic partner. i felt a couple of my non-physical friends around, but they weren’t helping a lot. it was like a movie started in … Continue reading
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