The magnificent logistics of my reduced workload (lots of monies in exchange for few hours of work) was wonderful – and it was to be temporary.
I immediately began wondering how I could possibly continue to have such working conditions.
I realized that I wasn’t certain that I could imagine creating the same again.
Why was that?
Even my rational mind said, why wouldn’t your thinking be, that having done something once, you now have the template, so it would be easier to do it a second time?
Why would one success not give me confidence and lead me to believe that I could do it again?
Do I believe there’s only so much “good fortune” to go around and that I have had my share?
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