I had returned to my home province

and accepted an offer to stay with a friend

in my old neighborhood by the beach.

One day as I was walking out the front door of my friend’s building

the manager was putting up a Vacancy sign for a studio suite.

I decided this would be a perfect temporary solution for me .

Then my old job became available.

While I had resistance to returning to the job

I also had fear about not taking it.

I decided to take the job

but it wasn’t long before

I was asking why I had chosen to do so.

You have chosen to return to this job

because it is the safest place for you

to embrace your next stage of growth.

If I’m choosing it

then why am I also resisting it?

Because only part of you is choosing it.