Monthly Archives: October 2025

X merged into me, behind my heart

(from my 1996 journal) I was in my bed in a one bedroom cabin, when I “heard” footsteps in the living room. I was more intrigued than frightened, focusing on how could someone be where I pictured this person, as … Continue reading

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“infusion of light” vs “energetic download”

yesterday I felt that I received a huge “infusion of light” which felt different than previous “energetic downloads” tho I’m not sure I can describe the difference the “infusion of light” seemed to simply flow into my cells and I … Continue reading

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my “i want” side and my “i don’t want” side

when i want to do something but can’t bring myself to do it, i consciously sit and allow my 2 “sides” to have a conversation. my “i want” side and my “i don’t want” side. eventually the 2 sides come … Continue reading

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