i’ve been thinking about this whole i’m doing it “for humanity or the collective” thing.
and i’m not sure that it’s accurate.
i’m beginning to think
that while my releasing, integrating etc benefits humanity or the collective
ultimately i can only release and integrate my own crap.
possibly crap from my ancestors, dna etc but not “for” anyone else.
i’m thinking this has been one of the pitfalls of patriarchy.
thinking that we know better or are better than another.
last year I met a woman who at first i viewed almost with disdain.
but over the months since we met
i have come to see that she embodies attributes that i have denied having
and she also has strengths that i don’t have.
i’ve dropped a lot of arrogance since i met her.