My Awakening (and my book) Continues #25

As my current bout of bursitis was clearing, I received a phone call from a friend of a friend. After the “business” of the call was completed and we had done a brief “how are things with you?”, I could feel that this person (whom I had met only once) was settling in for a bit of a heart to heart. I found myself thinking that a bit of a heart to heart was not what I wanted and so as quickly as I could, l gracefully ended the call.

The next morning my “bursitis shoulder” was a little painful – and also cold – which I sensed indicated frozen emotions coming to the surface. The phrase “cold shoulder” flashed across my mind – and then expanded into “giving someone the cold shoulder”. And I realized that I do this a lot – someone that I have just met or met only once wants to get closer and I put a stop to it. I’m Getting something about how “giving someone the cold shoulder” (withholding) is also a form of “keeping them at arm’s length” and I got a vision of my right arm extended with my open palm acting as a Stop sign – like No Closer Than This. And I’m thinking that Stop sign would not only stop the person on the other side of my palm – it would stop Love, Abundance and anything else that wanted to flow in. And the back of my “hand Stop sign” would stop the flow of the Love/energy flowing out from me which would cause a backup/blockage which I believe has been the root of my bouts of bursitis.

Then while Breathing I had a vision of the serial presence of several ex-boyfriends each lying with their head in the crook where my right arm joins my body. And each of them was reminding me of ways in which I had not loved / honored myself. The area of my body where each had laid his head grew very warm and then cooled and when it was cooled I felt / saw yards and yards of a cloth like substance being gently pulled from that area of my body.

A couple of days later I had a vision of a hole in that area where the ex-boyfriends had laid their head. And it is the same hole where in an earlier vision I saw my Abundance energy pass through my body when I had been asked if I was ready to receive my Abundance. And I am seeing the connection – Self Worth (self-love, self-honoring) and Abundance

About sharon-clark-rowlands

Sharon Clark Rowlands is the author of “Oh, We Should Have Told You” which is the outgrowth of a Journal kept during several years spent in the pursuit of personal growth and spirituality. The book contains both personal experiences and “messages from someone outside of myself” and will stimulate you to reflect upon and to gain insights into your own experiences and provide you with inspiration and comfort as you navigate your own Spiritual Journey. view Sharon's author page at http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/SharonsStore and her facebook page for her book https://www.facebook.com/Oh-We-Should-Have-Told-You-111028689006524/
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