My Awakening (and my book) Continues #16

The government had decided that it was necessary to License we Property Agents. My colleagues and I were informed that our company had registered us for a study seminar that was scheduled for a Saturday, a treasured day to myself for me. I felt strongly, that I did not want to attend.

Oh what turmoil I allowed myself to experience. And what fears – all the way to “Was I prepared to jeopardize my job?” My cells screamed “No, we won’t go”. My rational mind said, “It’s only one day, it’s a requirement of licensing for your job, you will have to do it sooner or later”. But, “NO, we won’t go!” Then I “accidentally” discovered that the seminar would also be offered on the following Tuesday. I decided that I would attend then.

On the Monday following the Saturday seminar, I arrived at my office to learn that when my colleagues arrived at the seminar, they had learned that attending the seminar was not in fact a requirement of our licensing. I felt so happy and so grateful that I had listened to my screaming cells and stayed home.

Regarding my increased body size, I hear words like self-important, puffing oneself up, being seen.  What are these phrases about?  They are about how you see yourself. Part of you senses that you are becoming big and powerful. You have spent many Lifetimes as a Warrior when size and strength were important. You have memories of a need to protect yourself knowing that you may face danger. You can now release those memories. Let them go, knowing that you no longer require bulk and strength. You now require heart strength and courage.

I had a vision of strings going out from the top of my heart. Are those strings attached to something?  Yes. They are attached to others and to expectations.  So, do I now detach those strings?  Yes. Yes. Yes.

I feel loss and then strength rushing in at the same time.  Yes because now you are containing the energy that is being sent to you. You are temporarily holding enough energy to seal the openings to those old strings that were attached to your heart.

My body is carrying a large amount of flesh on my mid torso. Do I need to be concerned about that?  Ask your Body.  Body, do I need to be concerned?  Well, you could feed me a little less – as long as I still know that you love me.  And how could I let you know that?  Well, you could talk to me and touch me – the same way that you show others that you love them.  OK. What would you like to talk about?  I would like you to thank me for all that I have done for you. I am the one that helped you win glory as an athlete, the one who bore your children, the one who has given you hours of delight in the bedroom and on the dance floor.  Yes, you are. Thank You.  And I have seldom been ill except for that Breathing issue, which was a reflection of Emotional Clearing and nothing to do with me except that I was working with you to facilitate that clearing.

About sharon-clark-rowlands

Sharon Clark Rowlands is the author of “Oh, We Should Have Told You” which is the outgrowth of a Journal kept during several years spent in the pursuit of personal growth and spirituality. The book contains both personal experiences and “messages from someone outside of myself” and will stimulate you to reflect upon and to gain insights into your own experiences and provide you with inspiration and comfort as you navigate your own Spiritual Journey. view Sharon's author page at and her facebook page for her book
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