I didn’t expect to get this old.

  • as my son & I were waiting for the ferry that would bring us back to the little island I walked from the car to the washrooms in the terminal building.
  • as I was climbing the stairs I felt a pressure in my chest. like my heart was stretching and expanding so much that it felt almost like pain.
  • I had the thought is this what a heart attack feels like. pressure/pain in my whole chest area. is this how I am going to die. collapsing on an outside metal stairway.
  • Then my chest pain lessened and i finished my climb to the washrooms.
  • While i sat on the toilet i shook and so much fear left my system.
  • Then when i was walking back to my car i felt this aspect that said . I didn’t expect to get this old. I don’t know how to be old. I never expected this. To be old here.
  • And i sensed this was an aspect that anticipated armegeddon. That the world would end preventing me from getting “older”

About sharon-clark-rowlands

Sharon Clark Rowlands is the author of “Oh, We Should Have Told You” which is the outgrowth of a Journal kept during several years spent in the pursuit of personal growth and spirituality. The book contains both personal experiences and “messages from someone outside of myself” and will stimulate you to reflect upon and to gain insights into your own experiences and provide you with inspiration and comfort as you navigate your own Spiritual Journey. view Sharon's author page at http://www.lulu.com/spotlight/SharonsStore and her facebook page for her book https://www.facebook.com/Oh-We-Should-Have-Told-You-111028689006524/
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